Sunday, June 13, 2010

Letting go of the past

Sad to say that I lost my Best Friend of 13 years. And if you ask me I think it's the stupidest reason why, and I can never understand why she is the way she is. I guess I always knew that our friendship was different, it was more like a one way friendship and I always thought that a friendship was a two way street. Your there for her and she has to be there for you too Right? Well with her it was that I was never there for her and that I always cared about myself and no one else, and it was funny that she said that because she was never around herself. I guess i have to believe that you come across people in your lives for a reason and if they weren't meant to be in your life till the end then you have to learn how to deal with it and just move on, and in my heart it hurts alot but I know that it was the right thing to do to just let go and not keep on dealing with the drama. I have a wonderful family, a great husband, an adorable son and some trusting friends that I've made since I've moved up to Utah. I want to say thank you to these special friends that I have in my life right now and I want them to know that I appreciate every single one of them for just being there when I need someone to talk to or for just being there. Thanks a million and I love you guys.....

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